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Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 1:53 AM
no picture to upload so i just simply upload one picture (:
I feel like the blacksheep when i think of those mini gatherings, perhaps its because everyone had met up often and i wasn't there. It's my timings that do the damage, with the many and frequent impromptu events. It's probably my paranoia blinding my senses, tension hangs. I know common topics are grounds for conversations, with the tinge of familiarity intact. But i guess its just that things aren't the same anymore. I'm not part of that flow anymore, i know. Time goes on and people change, maybe i changed a little too much. Or either that, my thoughts are playing tricks with my common sense. The close ones say that i should follow my heart, and i'll do just that from now. I just got off the phone after a vehlong phone conversation with Bellie. I sacrificed alot of my studying time, which is really quite bad actually. But then, i feel alot better after telling her my woes and sorrows. Exams are here already, i've got to pull my socks up. No time to waste anymore. I've been sleeping at 3am, 4am. It's bad for me, but i just don't have the time anymore.
