FAKE STORY
No. Damn. Grr.
Why?Why is this all happening to me?
Is it just so hard?
People,people,
If i would just ask you a question.
Yes, i know. Not all things will be MY way.
Imperfection. I know that.
It's just so hard for me to say.
YES,I Love Him ;(
Yeah, that's true but there's just always an obstacle between everything, that'll just make us into a freakingly-stupid-childish argueesss.
And NO!
Of course i don't want that.
Every arguements hurts okay?
Like what they say..
-maybe...it's not meant to be..-
So sadm I refuse to give up.
Like what i've repeated
again & again,
Why they can BUT i can't? That's the worst part. ;( pfft.
It was just like a MYTH, back then, we sat at this table, out side,
Yes, with that boyy. Feeling no-goody but a lil smile* being there,
JUST
to see him.
She turned and saw a ,No no, a msg ffrom his ex.
YES,
curiousity, jealousy, sad
What can't you possibly feel? Tears were up, No, it's not out. Boy's girl-friend came.
PFFT!
BEYATCH O_o
Hug was what i get later that.
Oh my,
TQ.
Was to believe that, that was the stupidest thing. i doubt that YEAH, that friggin human's everything was going MY wasy. It's upsidedown. GAHH... Mahmee! ;( Another story at the same day. A question popped out in her mind. Asking him with *guts*, is he always texting her ex? He said NO, more on the phone.
on her mind *WHAT???!*
o*, she replied says him, They've got alot of stuff to talk on the phone.
As usual, she's a pig from the pig world, She fell asleep.
In the morning, Gahh, a msg to be read like that, certainly, sad/angry,
said to him
Since you got SO many things to talk to her, go talk to her la. Bye & .
*Okkay, is that too mean?*
- You say wan ar? ok, fine.
*Yeah, i guess so *
-You started it first.
- Whatever la. Bye.
-Okay,BYE.
*GRR!Geramnya! Sigh, but after all this. What do i get in repay? Nothing BUT guilt. ;( Part of me says ;
*If he Loves me, he'll come to me*
But part of me says ;
*Why did i sent that STUPID msg, see now?*
I know! I know! It's too late to regret. Regrets are USELESS. I mean, No offence BUT why am i feeling so? Those days.. ;( Everything was PERFECT** but it's piece-of-crap now. YEP. To tell you the truth, if i'm given a chance.......NOPP, No if's anymore.
Sometimes, she's just all wondering around. If this step or that step. It seems to be the hardest thing to decide. She's lost. REAL lost. bring her back alive. it's DAYS to PMR. Crictical zone like what that DUMBO said. Oh, wait. or not i'll get msg-es like that.
*@ @. brendaaa! It's over. Forget it laahh*
LOL! I understand . ;D But it's always me the one who's gonna decide. Yeah? I don;t want if's anymore, i don't want thoughts anymore, i want
REAL, real.
XO.
STATUS ; Far apart.
QUOTE ; I reli need you.
